Writing From The Heart
Peace Be unto You <3
I’ve been experiencing many interesting happenings lately, most notably having broken up with my girlfriend earlier this week after a few weeks break and contemplation.
In this tenderness too, is the Truth — yet, there is still the human gnawing for more, for a false certainty, before the light melts all back into itself.
It is the strange paradox of feeling an underlying peace and also feeling like not wanting to exist anymore,
Feeling that the world and all purpose and meaning is evaporated,
And feeling still underneath a hidden world and sky of unending bliss, comfort and love.
The below is a reflection I did a few minutes ago at the end of a potent men’s sharing circle:
Confused Lost Abandoned, Wanting her love but gone, gone, gone — Don’t want to play the game of pain — Father, Mother, Friend, reveal Thyself. I do not want to remain ignorant, I do not want to live in this pain, I do not want to stay stuck — I want to soar in Thy Castle, In the infinite Sky of Love. My child plays games, Watches movies, Reads books to feel this wonder — The man runs and plays and prays, To feel this wonder — Please reveal Thyself in all ways, That there is never a moment apart. I ask to receive my birthright, As Thy Son, As the Soul in Thee — I want peace… I don’t know what “I” want, except that I want to Love, and to know Thy Love Always, In All things, Forever. I want Peace for Her, My family, parents, brothers and sisters, I want to share Thy Love, Awaken again Thy Love, In My Heart and All Hearts, Turn Fear into Love Hate into Love Death into Love Life into Love All Things into the One Love — Take from Mine Eye and eyes all illusion, Take from my vessel all limitation, Remove all barriers to Thy Love. To all seeking annihilation, Of the body through self-harm, Or at the bottom of a bottle, Or at the plastic of a game controller, Or in an abusing relationship, Or a soul-crushing job, Peace Be unto You. Amen. Aho. Aum~ Peace <3
